The World and I.

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Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 10:47 PM

now i really know why God created friends. they're always there whenever you need them. :)

and i'm so waiting for the weekend to come! this week has gone by so quickly i realise! saturday saturday..come come..

and yes, i love my ah bing ge so! :D

and baby says there will not be a day where i will be the happiest cos....

okay Goodbye!

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 11:26 PM

and baby says: "...i'll make you a happier girl day by day. i might not have 7 days a week, but i'll enjoy my weekends with baby!"

this is how sweet The Manfriend can get. i dont know what Tekong feeds him though. but he told me he drank honey before talking to me. hahaha. oh wells, anyway the weekend was awesome! though short, but we spent quality time together. but his hair grew so fast that he looks almost the same with his shaven-but-grown-out-already hair.

oh yes, and i cant wait for Saturday to be here again! weeeeee!

with many loves.

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Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 3:40 PM

zeng's into the 7th day of Tekong and he sure is doing fine/well/great. his lousy phone died on him few days back, and he's gotta survive on the 2nd back-up battery for the next 8 days. as a result, we could only rely on short smses now. boooooo. but i still managed to get to listen to his croaked voice for a tweeny weeny while yesterday. i know, its only 2 weeks of confinement. but it just seems like eternity as i watched the seconds ticked by everyday. work have been equally monotonous, thanks to the not-so-well-to-do economy. business are slow, and so are calls received. i could only sit around, and do practically nothing. this definately adds on to the absence in the heart.

and yes, i really dread being in the train during peak hours. people rush like the train will only come once; they push like nobody's. it irritates me, especially when the train is already packed like sardine and people just dont understand what courteousy is. typical singaporeans. tsk tsk. and this is also the time where i will wish that zeng would be around. his bike rides aside, at least i do not have to worry about being pushed (or worst, harassed!) as his masculine body will always be there to protect me from all these, while on a packed train.

"awwww, zeng! i miss you, badly. :("

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Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 1:25 AM

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle,
your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times,
we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last.
Need you by my side.


this song never fails to trigger my sensitive tear tissues whenever and whereever. and it's definately working, right now.


it's the first sense of restriction i'm feeling right now. the urge to call you at anytime of the day/night and wait for you to get me to sleep; i can no longer do so. everything has to be "chop-chop-quick say what you want to say-kind" of conversations before the lights go off on the dot at 2230. we hanged up 5 minutes before, exchanged few sms; the message that reads " baby i'm going to sleep alr. good night. i love you." came at 2230 on the dot.
and it was tap-water once again. booooooooo.

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Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 7:22 PM

" it's not about what you have left behind, it's about what you will gain in the days ahead"


yes, this large overhead banner greeted us at the entrance to the very much isolated island at Tekong. oh wells, in the blink of an eye, my Zeng's gonna be head-shaven-drilled-moulded at the hands of Mr Tekong.


Aunty Zeng and i got brought around to tour the resort-like premises and stuffs, before returning to the auditorium to witness the boy's oath-taking ceremony. the atmosphere was definately solemn i must say. and much as i dreaded that feeling, i was still all smiles till the very last minute when i bid him 'goodbye'. i know i am gonna miss him, alot. booooo.

well well, i guess alot more are sharing the same sentiments as me. so at least i know i'm not the only one. i just have to wait for 2010 to come quickly. :)


anyhow, take good care, my ah bing ge.



i shall blog again sometime soon.

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